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Last Day!

on September 26, 2013

Hufft..today is the Day.Last day of having role as a working Mommy.Tadi waktu mau berangkat kerja, Kaka nangis :’-( dan aku bisa firmly bilang ke Kaka, “ini terakhir, besok2, Kaka bangun tidur, Kaka bisa cari Momi kalo ngga di dapur ya di halamanđŸ™‚ ” dan dia pun berhenti nangis .

Whuuaa…undefined feeling meski ada sebagian kecil suara hati yang sedikit khawatir.Tapi yaa segera ditutupin dengan niat dan keyakinan.

Most of people “mengkritisi” keputusan ini.Kemaren had a short chit chat with colleague, dia bilang dia just received a rumor bahwa inflasi itu akan ada di point 9.5% . Meaning? ekonomi akan makin suli.SBI akan naek gila2an ( he knew bhw rumahku masih mortgage di bank ) ,so impactnya bunga kredit akan go ricing crazy.

Ada yang bilang ( ini someone whom i considered as friend lho tadinya, not colleague ) aku ini shallow minded dan ngambil keputusan berdasarkan emosi ku aja. Sekedar pembuktian diri that I’m brave enough to take that kinda risky decision.

Ada yang bilang aku mikirnya pendek.I even could not define what my son need the most.Good school does cost a lot lot of money not love.Having fun insist you to take off your money.

Well people, thank you! I know what i want and how to get it.I dont need to prove anything to anyone. I dont need to tell the world what’s inside!.

And this is my last day.All i know on some last few day adalah : aku sangat menikmati perjalananku ke kantor dan semua aktivitasku.But to be surprised, I cant stand of being so eager for tomorrow! Staying at home with Abi!

Hence, please just keep all of your theory in your mind, because this will be my last day being there ^_^


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